My name is JEREMY WONG

Charming the bark off trees since 1987

Sydney Perspective

I had every intention of writing up a post just before I flew out. But as circumstances go and as people know, my penchant to not follow through with my intentions saw it not eventuate. I do have a reasonably good excuse. As I was standing in the shower and thinking about the stress and pressure that was associatied with my dissertation, even though I finished it, printed and bounded, and just waiting to hand it to Amy to help me submit it, I wasn’t completely relieved….

then it occured to me that I might have needed to print and bound more than one copy…

In a flurry, I immediately msged my friend and asked her, and straight away she said I needed 3 copies….

That sent me into a mad panic, didn’t really think through what I need etc, even though all I needed to do was pass the pdf copy of my dissertation to Amy to help me print and bound which she tells me she successfully did, and I owe my degree to her for that! Nonetheless, the frantic nature of it just had me rushing and not have the chance to write about preparing for Sydney and the theoretical relief that completing my dissertation should have entailed.

Some may ask, what I could possibly write about pre-departure to Sydney, especially as most know how strongly I express my displessure for this place. I don’t like it, and now immersed here, I still don’t think I like it. The only saving grace with Sydney is the food. My God, my taste buds have not been tantalised in such an intense fashion in so long!

Marred by the horrific traffic experience that is Sydney, brunch at Superbowl washed it all away. Hocks and I shared a bowl of kidney and liver porridge, wanton mien, and a bowl of XO pipis, this sort of clam-shell like thing, that was amazing. Then we just transverse the city expanse to take in the sights and sound, and to me, it’s complete noise. Hocks then suggested we go check out the art gallery, something that never occured to me, but we went and to hock’s amazement and surprise it was the Monet exhibition.

I feel thoroughly cultured from that experience :D

But it’s my stomach that has benefited the most from the experience ending our night at BBQ King and had suckling pig and duck. And as Hocks so kindly puts as he sits next to me reading me type this entry “My gastronomic journey”.

This journey in Sydney so far has been really interesting, not just because of the food and the actual purpose itself which is the Hillsong Men’s Conference of which the first session so far has made me aware of something new, that I’m not to sure how and when to express. But it’s the interaction so far with the family and friends of this house that one of the ladies from Hillsong kindly opened up to us.

Right now would make it two nights out of two finishing a huge session of just talking till 2am. It’s really refreshing to simply talk about a mutual interest with such candor, that is God. Especially people you’ve never met before and are on fire for Him is really edifying simply because of the new perspective gained.

And I’m really excited about the different perspectives, simply because I get this sense that God is going to open up a fresh torrent of revelation to me in the next few days alone. He’s going to hit me with His word hard! And even as I’ve alluded to already about earlier at the conference, despite how exciting it is to me, that’s a mere raindrop in the grand scheme of things.

It’s simply about perspective.

Filed under: God, Life, dreams, long term

Not everything is about you

Jeremy Wong

Filed under: Cogitations, Life

Anticipation

Another thousand five hundred more words to go.

Yes I wrote that out word for word.

Makes me feel better that after writing approximately eight thousand and five hundred words I still have words stored in my written speech bank.

I cannot wait to finish this.

Has been one heck of a journey.

Only got a little bit of my discussion and conclusion to write about and tidy up my literature review and method section!

Actually I don’t think I’ll make it to the lofty ten thousand word mark, but I think the conciseness of my dissertation, couple with my extremely well-structured and seamless flow will get me my elusive HD.

Well, I was just talking with Jess who claimed I have a healthy ego, and that’s because I like to exercise it like this.

But it’s not quite done when I finish this dissertation, I still have to write another thousand five hundred words on a group review/journal in the context of group theory.

Maybe I’ll write it in my blog since I seem to have an affinity towards lengthy post.

That may make that little assignment more conducive.

Oh I’m losing track of what the title originally purported.

I cannot say how much I want to play Dead Space.

Everyday, I’m just so tempted to unseal the plastic wrapping and inhale the smell of a new disc and slot it in my 360 and start gaming.

But assignment calls.

And unless I finish my assignment tonight, I probably won’t play Dead Space until next week when I should be studying for exams…. HAHA

But that is because I’m flying off to Sydney this weekend for the Hillsong Men’s Conference!

Should be a great time even though I do not like Sydney.

Actually it’s more of the company that I’m going to enjoy, having the opportunity to engage someone (Hocks) in deep discussion about Christianity for a few days would be extremely refreshing for my spirit.

I hope for my sake at least, anticipation breeds motivation.

Filed under: Dead Space, Gameology, Life, Procastination, planning

All that is left

I have about another 4000 words to write for my dissertation.

All that I have to write are a couple of paragraphs in my literature review, that I’m still a bit hung up on how to phrase it properly. The result of originally writing it all between midnight to 7am in the morning haha. Maybe some bits in my method section needs some clearing up. Leaving me with the discussion section. I don’t think I can write 3k words worth of BS.

Maybe if I start it.

But I don’t really know how.

Structure is not really clear in my head yet

The themes and literature I need to refer to are just single sentences in my head that I don’t see how it can grow.

But the motivation in knowing that I’ve nearly finish one of my biggest assingments ever one week before it’s due. Priceless

Filed under: Life, Procastination, planning

Psalm 12

If I’ve not made mention already, at the beginning of the year I discerned for myself that the theme for this period of my life (trying to not use the word season here :lol: ) is the verse:

Your word is a lamp to my feet
And a light to my path. (Psalm 119:105, NKJV)

Now I know I’m not up to that Psalm yet (although I very well may have been had I stuck through this journey from day one), but I’m sure mention of my theme from the beginning of the year precludes the present. Anyway something else that God has been speaking to me a lot about recently is the issue of control. These two ideas are married in this Psalm, making it once again highly appropriate  for me.

Aside: I’m just consistently amazed at how timely the truth I garner from these Psalms are despite not following the strict schedule of a Psalm a day. I guess God certainly has His ways.

Back to it.

3 May the LORD cut off all flattering lips,
And the tongue that speaks proud things,
4 Who have said,
“With our tongue we will prevail;
Our lips are our own;
Who is lord over us?”

6 The words of the LORD are pure words,
Like silver tried in a furnace of earth,
Purified seven times.
7 You shall keep them, O LORD,
You shall preserve them from this generation forever.(NKJV)

Take note I disregarded verse 5, simply because it’s presence there or not makes no difference for the purpose of this post.

Initially, what caught my attention in this psalm was the idea that God’s words are pure. And it just simply reminded me of my theme for the year, that once again I should fine tune my ears to the frequency of God’s spoken word. Heck, I’m even coveting the opportunity to actually hear God audbily with a clarity bar none.

And then I re-read the psalm again, and verses 3 and 4 made so much sense in the context of verse 6. Here the psalmist warns against those who exercises the power of words inappropriately. And I for one, know far too well this power, especially since I believe God has gifted me with the ability to discern and eloquently craft words together. Once again I do not doubt the free-will aspect admist it all, we have been granted the freedom and authority to do what we desire and how we want to do it. But like the psalmist cautions, the consequences for such deviation are dangerous to say the least.

Then how?

Render control of my words to Him, His words which are pure, that last through the generations. Let God be upon my lips, in all that I say. Because ultimately, my lips and my tongue are not my own, it is Him who gave them to me, formed it out of dust and breath life into it. And for that I want my own words to reflect that pure vitality that can only come from Him alone.

Thinking about it, if I render all my words to God, my entire tongue and lips, and allow Him to take control, what comes forth will be His audible voice.

Filed under: God, Life, Psalm

 

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