There are other things out there, seemingly better alternatives compared to the current circumstance that makes me wonder why am I still in it.
Was I blessed and fortunate that I have what I have now?
With the upcoming burden soon to constrain and limit, I never ever had to be so wary and mindful. My thoughts are consumed with how best I can circumvent it and degrade this metaphorical yoke to nonexistence in the quickest and most efficient way.
I could reach out for what is out there, that on paper is better than what I have now. But the future of it will hit a glass ceiling.
Where I am now, seemingly dead end, trudging along whilst feeling underappreciated, I know the upside is potentially limitless, and that is the faint glimmer of light that has enraptured my mind’s eye.
I’m banking on this last card. But is it really the last? If what is played from here on end does not bode well, then yes, quite possibly.
For now I will not heed that which is beckoning me, instead, with trepid determination, I’m holding on.
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