Yesterday (okay maybe two days ago) was one iconic day.
It was the day where I bid farewell to a culmination of 16 freaking years of formal education!
That was it! My final paper, and it was extremely anti-climatic in one sense. Anti-climatic because the paper was crap, and was delayed/postponed by one week. Many of my friends have been exposed to my barrage of complaints against those students who saw to the delay of the paper because it was too close to the first one.
And so when I finally sat my one week late paper, I already knew that the extra week did not benefit me in anyway, rather it wasted an entire week where I was mopping around not doing anything productive because I had to “study”. One look at the paper, and I picked the questions that only really required some common sense and a little knowledge in the area to answer, thus if it was the day after the first one, I would have probably answered the exact same questions. This left me feeling pretty annoyed compared to my first one which I completely pwned!
Nonetheless, even as I finished and walked out, the reality of finishing didn’t quite sink in. I was indifferent.
But as I started to make my way to the tavern, the emotions of it all started to culminate and I felt tears welling up in my eyes. I didn’t cry, not because I’m a manly man, but because it was not like I was overwhelmed. Instead it was just this huge culmination of a giant burden that is finally released after 16 years.
I’m still not over it! 16 YEARS
My God!
Unfortunately I’m not able to fully enjoy the seemingly amazing sense of freedom because now I’m working fulltime. I just want for a week of no commitments. Doing whatever the heck I want. Especially just practice music more intensely, continue with my writings, complete my backlog of games.
I guess it will just have to keep culminating until I can find the day to release and relieve myself!
p/s I think this post is extremely poorly written, but I really can’t be bothered right now let alone edit it, it just sounds terrible in my head as I finish it, but I don’t care not in the mood BAH HAHAAHHHA
sigh this sounds exactly like those blogs that I despise
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